THE HEALTH INFO

I’ve been depressed for most of my life because i feel lonley. I have lot’s of friends and a lot of people like to hangout with me. Im not an ugly guy so i attract a lot of beautiful girls. I could be partying with like a hundred of my friends and having a great time but deep inside I still feel alone. I alway’s have this hollow feeling in my chest and it hurts somewhat physically and emotionaly. Just last night i got drunk for the first time to see if that would get rid of the depression but all i did was cry myself to sleep. I just feel like no matter what i do or who i meet im going to die alone. Help.